english edition

this is my first time write my blog in english edition.because one of my best friends ask me to write my blog in english to improve my poorly english...but he also laughed me that either my blog really can understand or not...lol...i admit that my english standard really shit...because i am chinese educated since i am primary school and seldom communicated with people in english...tat's y my english so...haha...

all also excuse only....and i lazy to improve my english and not dare speak in front of many people because scared people laugh me...although i promised myself i want to improve my english before i enter USM....but even now my english also reali shit...don't how to compete with other people in this market since i nearly wan to enter this job surrounding....but i seems like din't well prepared myself yet...

recently i almost busying of send my resume and cover letters to finding my internship company...but just realized that how important english in this situations which not so many post to accomodate so many graduates since the economies now so bad...and i have to compete with all of my friends not only good in english but also in other areas....try to imagined that how worry now my feelings...have to find my internship before March but now i just send out my resume and cover letter only....

after internship,really got company want to hired me??or let me continue work at their company??really worry le...and i prefer working at finance industry such as bank or so on...but heard that friends said this industry really required higher standard of english.....but my english.....haiz.....

feelings blur of my future prospects now....